everyday just wanes waiting for the other to hoist

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my heart just twanged at the thought of having to work tomorrow.
yeah on a saturday.
gosh.

sometimes i would hear myself dithering and regretting this very position ive put myself into.
yeah work is a dread albeit of the fun outfield.

huh, so this is what life is all about.
when one desires something and he gets it, it becomes overrated after a while and would wish to resume his original stand.

hmm..
this job im in is like the undoing of me.
yeah im all fun n nice when it comes to chatting up with people that so far ive endeared myself in fact very well with strangers.

but theres just something about this job which i cant quite put a finger on.

for certain, its something i will definitely dread doing everyday.
but then again this is not even going to be permanent so i shall have to put up with it for the time being before i get another job.

i wanted an office job.

oh yeah man.
money supercedes even your conscience.
for money, one can even dismiss the pros-and-cons concept of life.

well that explains why a justifiable proportion of beings out there solicit and lay their hands on every possible means to money unimaginable.

anyway, dont get me wrong.
my job is decent.
haha

its just a short-lived desperation that ive come to realised.

im temporarily running aground on the rocks of spiritual enlightenment and hoping that i will brush shoulders with angels speaking of which could facilitate my spiritual therapy.

im not going to be a psycho soon.
dont worry people.

just hanging all hopes im left with for the best in my results cause i noe ive brought forth my best.

and prayers as accompaniment.

by the way, this is my favourite song of late from "gol and gincu".
its a show thats close to the hearts of women and girls-going-on-womenhood.

definitely a must watch.

:)