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at this juncture, im young no more.
my oh my, what does the future hold for me?
the thought of which just makes me cringe with anticipation, exhilaration and fear of unprecedented thrills tt might just get too overbearing..
at this juncture, i still contain the same old fear.
a fear that i myself just cant comprehend sometimes, though i noe this fear brings me nothing but thrusting me to a losing end..
why am i such a coward i say..
why do i always hold back, refrain, restrain,...
it seems like ive been on exile, putting up a facade..
why is there such a thing as 'thinking twice before you do things'?
wouldnt it have been better without it?
at the very least, i dun have to rethink the consequences my action brings and for once i could b carefree..bt then again that would make me an ignorant person
and whats worse when u dun do those things cos u pondered upon them, your life will come to a standstill cos ur aware that nothing much will happen from then onwards.
things will return to where they are..
thats what u contemplated in that process of pondering which was obviously not what was initially intended.
sometimes, i just wish that heavens above will not just drop hints.
its exhausting to count all these hints, only to miss them..
but then again to miss these hints and expect surprises, is the thrill that life brings.
and im still hoping and praying for more pleasantries while still giving what i could
:)
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at this juncture, im young no more.
my oh my, what does the future hold for me?
the thought of which just makes me cringe with anticipation, exhilaration and fear of unprecedented thrills tt might just get too overbearing..
at this juncture, i still contain the same old fear.
a fear that i myself just cant comprehend sometimes, though i noe this fear brings me nothing but thrusting me to a losing end..
why am i such a coward i say..
why do i always hold back, refrain, restrain,...
it seems like ive been on exile, putting up a facade..
why is there such a thing as 'thinking twice before you do things'?
wouldnt it have been better without it?
at the very least, i dun have to rethink the consequences my action brings and for once i could b carefree..bt then again that would make me an ignorant person
and whats worse when u dun do those things cos u pondered upon them, your life will come to a standstill cos ur aware that nothing much will happen from then onwards.
things will return to where they are..
thats what u contemplated in that process of pondering which was obviously not what was initially intended.
sometimes, i just wish that heavens above will not just drop hints.
its exhausting to count all these hints, only to miss them..
but then again to miss these hints and expect surprises, is the thrill that life brings.
and im still hoping and praying for more pleasantries while still giving what i could
:)
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