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The past 4 hrs or so was the last day of Hari Raya Haji. But not the last of sacrifices that have to be made by humankind for the betterment of others and oneself. Like the words of Hellen Keller, "Many persons have the wrong idea of what constitutes true happiness. It is not attained through self-gratification but through fidelity to a worthy purpose".

This world sure is a fast dizzying game - a roller coaster, throwing you terrified of every sharp bends, but while the journey lasts, you will soak in the moment; soaking wif excitement; wanting to get to the top of urself and just scream like a banshee with a mirror flashed in the face.

Without knowing or feigning to not know, your neighbours for the ride could have had their ears defunct or racked and misshapened their eardrums, leaving them deftone for their entire livedom.

Cant point fingers at roller coasters to be the objects of blame, they are not the 'deaf'-endents here. My point was, you cant just brush off everything in ur path to get what you want, to get to the peak of ur life literally by deafening others around you.

You get the thrill you wanted, let out ur griefs and woes as you scream at the top of ur ribcages but at the 'deaf' of others.

Why deafening others on a roller coaster ride should even be blown out of proportion you say?
Then just consider how sacrificing dun even bat the eyelashes of people or wince at the thought of it among all else capital.
It seems trivial at first but oh-so-not.

Cos all those plaintiffs will press charges for them not being able to differentiate between a 'do' and a 're'. Would have been oh-not-trivial-at-all if the rest of the roller coaster was filled with budding musicians cept you.

Therefore this universe does not orbit around you alone. All decisions and actions gravitate upon others, sending them hilter-skilter and off-tangent if you dun weigh the zone of indifference. Life is like breaths drawn from others, like sharing that cycle of air - the carbon cycle or what not...interdependent and intertwined with the lives of others.

Its like mountaineering, refusing to help the slower ones which brings nothing but impeding the whole expedition team as they lag and stall.

Hereby sacrifice renders itself to the universe making sense all over again, the one link that fills the spaces between beings of no blood ties; adjoining souls defining the world to not only be plagued by unjustifiable and insatiable human wants. Sacrifice is about not being naked just for clothing but naked for dignity and respect; homeless not for bricks and rooftops but homeless cos of rejection when you lost that dignity. Dignity that is inequitable to capital.

Sacrifice in its whole true entirety is submission and not surrender.

It should be one that is sincere and not something to be articulated to drown and dissolve the suppress of bad karma at the back of your throat or milk the good retribution or prolly to jump the queue to heaven (in Sin-cha-por terms : must sac-ri-fy, if not you go hell ley), im not talking about offerings of sacrifices here, just sacrifice standalone; like how you would define "I sacrificed my job so that i could look after my kids".

Tho theres only a fine line separating submission and surrender.

So, maybe the next time you are on a roller coaster ride, try to reduce your screamings and squealings. Sacrifice your fear for heights or your need for cheap thrill of screaming decibels at ultimatum height if you are sure you cant close ur mouths. Cos seriously i had my fair share of saliva in ur mouth already.

Supa dupa gross.

God noes what species of bacterium thrived in that splat of saliva on my arm that day.