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im in love with a stranger 20060402
woooots~ its been very long since i blogged and went bloghopping.
some ppl already pushed me on to update so i shall..
things have been getting out of hand for me emotionally and intellectually.
let me start the ball rolling by talking abt my splendid results for the count.
OO and ungraded(i didnt turn up for chem paper 2), a product of last minute studying i presume..
or is it karma for always chiding my sisters off when im simply pms-ing?
or for cracking up insensitive jokes?
or for getting on my teacher's nerves for being absent from school with no apparent reasons?
for the latter, i tink ive blown my cover off when i saed im sick when im not without feigning sick the next day in school..ms chew just had to smirk politely when she came over telling me to account for the 3 days that i was absent.
things couldnt get any worse when i overheard rumours that all retainees who are not performing up to expectations are to kindly have a tea reception together with our parents and have an unprecedented meeting under an incandescent fluorescent lamp of the principal's office. awww how poignant.
tipping the balance, i tink im in love with a stranger. a total stranger.
i tink im wasting my time awae again like how i used to.
wasted time on opportunities that will never come ..
wasted time on hanging by the moment
wasted time on letting myself falter in the formidable matters of the heart
wasted time in desperation
wasted time in the poetic soul of emotions
wasted time wafting awae into romantic fairytales of white nights and golden domes
wasted time into nothingness
is it worth it to follow my hunch for whatever reasons they may be?
im too lost in myself or rather the tenacities that ive thrust myself into to even sense what's the hunch. ive lost a fraction of myself to a life that i should have called quits a length ago. the fraction's that bereft of me is just bearing witness to the seemingly perennial nature of the next 6 or 7 mths of jc life..everything else has departed leaving a grappling soul.
im emotionally affected and still waiting for those tell-tale signs.
knock some sense into me if u strongly feel that i need it.
im so sorrie man to break out of the hiatus on a rather sad note.
i'll soon forget everything and be giggling away with my girls.
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woooots~ its been very long since i blogged and went bloghopping.
some ppl already pushed me on to update so i shall..
things have been getting out of hand for me emotionally and intellectually.
let me start the ball rolling by talking abt my splendid results for the count.
OO and ungraded(i didnt turn up for chem paper 2), a product of last minute studying i presume..
or is it karma for always chiding my sisters off when im simply pms-ing?
or for cracking up insensitive jokes?
or for getting on my teacher's nerves for being absent from school with no apparent reasons?
for the latter, i tink ive blown my cover off when i saed im sick when im not without feigning sick the next day in school..ms chew just had to smirk politely when she came over telling me to account for the 3 days that i was absent.
things couldnt get any worse when i overheard rumours that all retainees who are not performing up to expectations are to kindly have a tea reception together with our parents and have an unprecedented meeting under an incandescent fluorescent lamp of the principal's office. awww how poignant.
tipping the balance, i tink im in love with a stranger. a total stranger.
i tink im wasting my time awae again like how i used to.
wasted time on opportunities that will never come ..
wasted time on hanging by the moment
wasted time on letting myself falter in the formidable matters of the heart
wasted time in desperation
wasted time in the poetic soul of emotions
wasted time wafting awae into romantic fairytales of white nights and golden domes
wasted time into nothingness
is it worth it to follow my hunch for whatever reasons they may be?
im too lost in myself or rather the tenacities that ive thrust myself into to even sense what's the hunch. ive lost a fraction of myself to a life that i should have called quits a length ago. the fraction's that bereft of me is just bearing witness to the seemingly perennial nature of the next 6 or 7 mths of jc life..everything else has departed leaving a grappling soul.
im emotionally affected and still waiting for those tell-tale signs.
knock some sense into me if u strongly feel that i need it.
im so sorrie man to break out of the hiatus on a rather sad note.
i'll soon forget everything and be giggling away with my girls.
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